Going nuts!!!

I am sitting here thinking about my baby every single second of every day. I wonder what is going on in there. I could not be a "regular" pregnant woman! LOL Waiting until 20 weeks or so for my only u/s! LOL We get spoiled...with IVF. I just keep worrying about things. I will feel better when I see the little nugget on the u/s machine! I still have 5 more days left until I go but at least it is in the works. Working nights is killing me. I am sooo tired all the time-pg+nights=SUPER TIRED! I am so happy about the baby but so scared. I guess after a miscarriage it is always there as a thought in the back of your mind. I so try to fight it but it is so hard. I am just going to wait and wait until Tuesday at 9:45!!!